Below are the 15 most recent journal entries recorded in davidhollister's LiveJournal:

Wednesday, January 18th, 2006
2:50 am	thinking Are you doing what you should be? Are any of us? you took me over the edge.....(6. Angel Below) Current Mood: constant (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 17th, 2006
1:46 am	W-2 The returns that are so good, or nothing at all. How much did you work last year? How much did they take from your checks this past year? Right, I think we all deserve something back. W-2's are so tight- we all are slaves, at least they pay us, no complaints, not here- Current Mood: happy i get some money back (Comment on this)
Friday, January 13th, 2006
3:06 am	please i've decided that no one really knows, but everyone cares. nothing can change the way i think. (Comment on this)
Sunday, January 8th, 2006
4:31 am	new years ahead but after all that theres this thing called the future, it holds so true. blindside- i'm a vampire, i'm a vampire, i'm afraid the light will set me on fire. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 20th, 2005
2:47 am	the way i see it is that everybody needs to listen, but no one ever does, and it all seems too simple but still push comes to shove, and i hate being right, when i never am, and i hate seeing light if i ever can, but until then all seems well, i've heard that theres this place that some call hell, i don't believe in this place thats so bad, i don't believe in this place i've never had, or wish upon anybody i've ever met, but there are still moments in my life that i just do not get, and for every one that does stand still, i wounder how long it took me to chill,and figure out that i could never feel. i must have no feeling because i'll never understand what you ment. i've wasted all the time i thought was well spent. my eyes hurt from the oceans they've cried.after you, i felt like i died. when you'll do anything for anyone, you wounder whats left, it's christmas time and i guess all thats left is that i lied. i never knew what love was, or at least you told me so even though i denied i guess you're always right, you always were. Current Mood: i need this show (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 27th, 2005
3:03 am	Inapproachable Roadkill Today while driving home from work I passed by what had to be an armadillo dead on the road. Now, it wasn't the first roadkill I had ever seen, but it's strange. It's sorta like you get used to seeing it...but really, if you are me at least, you don't. I don't go around and hug trees..but mother nature can sometimes seem to please, but then other times she just doesn't seem so good to say the least things are better now,yep- Current Mood: your mind shines like yellow (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 20th, 2005
11:51 pm	good cause this day was good in many different ways. things are finally getting started. everything happens for a reason. Current Mood: my back didn't hurt all day (Comment on this)
Monday, November 14th, 2005
12:26 pm	you need me, you burn me, you'll burn me "Disintegration" I've spent my last nights strung up and pulled tight. Holding out, sleep and grow. An answer comes without a please: 'Do what you want.' [Chorus:] Wonder why I'm so caught of guard when we kiss. Rather live my life in regret then do this. What happened to the love we both knew? We both chased. Hanging on a cigarette you need me, you burn me you'll burn me. Hushed with a finger Don't say you'll never when you might, or just another time. This poison comes instruction free. Do what you want, but I'm drinking. Wonder why I'm so caught off guard when we kiss. Rather live my life in regret then do this. What happened to the love we both knew? We both chased. Hanging on a cigarette you need me, you burn me you'll burn me. Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh [continues through chorus] Wonder why I'm so caught of guard when we kiss I'd rather live my life in regret than do this What happened to the love we both knew, we both chased Hanging on a cigarette you need me you burn me you'll burn me What happened to the love we both knew, we both chased Hanging on a cigarette you need me you burn me you'll burn me. - Jimmy Eat World/Stay On My Side Tonight There is just something about the power and intensity behind the music this band produces. Listen to how it builds, starting off very simple till it reaches this "whole" sound. The drums are amazing...I love them the most. Every time the snare is hit it is right where it should be. The kick hits so good its as if you're a doctor checking someones pulse through a stethoscope listening to that heart beat in FULL surround sound! This is how I strive to play my drums everyday. It is good to be inspired, Jimmy Eat World's music does just that...and then some. Current Mood: just thinking about the past (Comment on this)
Saturday, November 12th, 2005
1:13 am	23 I turned. This past year has its ups and downs. As I get older so do my cats, so I'm not the only one. Today I listened to the new Jimmy Eat World album/ep on the way to work. The first track is amazing (Disintegration), I listened to that one song a few times. I was even late for clocking on cause I had to sit in my car and wait till it finished playing all the way. I went to soooo many superb shows this year and conquered pit after pit till I felt as though I became one with the bands and the crowds. I've made a few new friends this past year of my life. These new friendships will last, I just know it because I see myself putting my trust in these people for the rest of my life. Too much to say as my life passes away I still can't wait for the day when my music hits the stage------- Current Mood: i feel old (Comment on this)
Saturday, November 5th, 2005
1:36 pm	one day you'll be It seems like everyone around me knows music. At least everyone has a favorite song.Sometimes you just gotta try to explain to everyone what you mean when you say it sounds right, and then they still might not agree with you.Writing is just as important as the music. Do you really have anything different to say? Originality is hard now a days.....NO NOT TRUE! Sometimes we need to hear about something more then once but from a different perspective. The mind is endless...and we all can do or be anything we want to if we put our minds to it. (not an original quote). The truth is I know that I will one day be doing what I love while my mind goes in a million directions it has never gone before, and even if people don't understand it, I'll still think it sounds right, and I'll be loving it all along the ticks of the clocks that surround me. sane is insane, and it is insane to be sane Current Mood: always thinking (Comment on this)
Friday, November 4th, 2005
12:28 am	skip..skip...skipskipskip I have today decided that one of the most abosolutly worst sounds in the entire history of sounds....is hearing cds skipping. I believe that if there is a hell, it will be your favorite album playing in the background as u burn...except at your favorite part/drum solo it skips...over and over and over...until u wish there were better days, the days when you could actually hear it playing as it should. On a positive note: sometimes its just the old cd players fault...and if you are me you have the original copy at home and the copy that is skipping is only a burned replicia, a mirror image, but not the one that really matters most-i love music Current Mood: o, i like that one (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005
8:57 pm	u passed me I've got good and bad news, lemme start with the bad... i'm seriously getting tired of greedy people. you know the ones i'm speaking of. sharing is no longer a part of the vocabulary process. we all are in the room,does this give you more of a chance to be greedy now that we all surround you? or, am i really the one who is greedy for wishing greed didn't exist-fuck greed, fuck a deadly sin...i think we all need to stay away from those....but people always do what "they" want...so i guess all of this really doesnt matter, and i never really said it at all- as for the good news..... you can still find water, it is avaliable. don't panic yet- Current Mood: i love cds (Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 1st, 2005
1:01 pm	blink-182 greatest hits cd, and a dvd of all the music videos out for sale IN STORES today! i know i have almost all of those songs somewhere or another...its the videos on the dvd i'll be pickin up. BLINK-182 might as well pay me, cause I'll be promotin thier shit fo' life! Current Mood: i need a girl that i can train (Comment on this)
1:49 am	intence i cant explain...i wont explain...to think about it just seems so wrong to me, ok in fact i was iterested until..you loosed me, and now you've lost everyhting you had...and i am free ok free, free, free, large free, large free, so free...i can open up my mind and see, i can open up my mind and, see -if you've noticed...things are better it just seems right, to me, and if you hear me, you really hear me, yea it all sounds right to me.(2X) (wisper, with scream)-(things are so much better) i thought i just explained the way i'm feeling, ok so now thats half the healing, and i'm pealing, feeling stealing is a fucked up thing, you TOOK MY HEART AND NOW WE'RE APART and it all sounds right to me -if you've noticed...things are better it just seems right, to me, and if you hear me, you really hear me, yea it all sounds right to me. (2x) (wisper, with scream)-(things are so much better) right to me you were right to me then you fell from me and theres no pick me up, until i'm stuck thinkin...thinkin about you, hearts stolein bitch watch theres no stick prick fuckin tick the time we ever spent together with forevers. -if you've noticed...things are better it just seems right, to me, and if you hear me, you really hear me, yea it all sounds right to me. (2X) (wisper, with scream)-(things are so much better) (gutiar solo, to bass solo, to drum solo, to keyboard solo, to a drum tap...tap_out-) -a song i just heard in my head thinkin about my ex girlfriend who does mean something to me, but i mean hey, this is how you left me feeling on that day, i wouldn't lie- Current Mood: better now that i got that out (Comment on this)
Monday, October 31st, 2005
12:38 pm	H, and it happens to be Capital "Capital H" I'll be back tomorrow I'll be back in the ballroom swingin' I'll be back with my Superman action And I’m off to save the world silly me I left a message with no return number for my boys in blue in case of an emergency in case the shit goes down yea I'll be back tomorrow I'll be back in the ballroom swingin' I'll be back with my Superman action And I’m off to save the world I'll be back tomorrow I'll be back in the ballroom swingin' I'll be back with a capital H It stands for hero, and the hero is me I'll be back tomorrow I'll be back at a quarter to 11 I'm half drunk and I can’t see straight A hero zero with a capital Z (that's me) Singing songs from the balcony as the city crumbles Under the powers of an evil doctor rocket science monster with capabilities to destroy the entire universe, yo I'll be back tomorrow I'll be back in the ballroom swingin' I'll be back with my Superman action And I’m off to save the world I'll be back tomorrow I'll be back in the ballroom swingin' I'll be back with a capital H It stands for hero, and the hero is me Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I'll be back tomorrow I'll be back in the ballroom swingin' I'll be back with my Superman action And I'm off to save the world I'll be back tomorrow I'll be back in the ballroom swingin' I'll be back with a capital H It stands for hero, and the hero is me -motion city soundtrack- I AM THE MOVIE - hmmm... the first entry in my journal isn't even really words that I wrote,but most of the time I am inspired by all music...yes, even the really bad tunes that somehow get stuck in your head. you know those ones you'd never spend money on but someone did, thats why its the only songs they have on the playlist and they seem to match FM radio quite well.but i rarely listen to the radio, if i do its not by personal choice. right now its because of being mini-diskless. i hope whoever has it they are enjoying this song right now, cause this was the mini disk that was in the player, and this, was the song that was ready to go right when i turned on my car hopeing to make it from point A to point B. i know that whoever has it probably doesnt even know who motion city soundtrack is, but the good thing about all this is now...they might, they might have a chance to listen to some good music where ever they are.this makes me happy, even during a time of sadness. -another note *MORE PEOPLE SHOULD SUPPORT LOCAL BANDS k, enough for now i'll be back tomorrow..... Current Mood: karma will find u (Comment on this)